2008-11-06

Wide Angle



Today I am going to view the world from a wide angle lens.

I often miss the forest,
because I'm noticing the trees.
I'm rushing on the path,
without listening to the leaves.
I lose sight of the moment,
because I'm lost in memories.

Today, I reaffirm my commitment to live in the moment while appreciating the beautiful panorama of life around me, in the moment.

Jamie's example spoke volumes to me today.

I have been the man on the train, holding tight to my bag, holding on to my space, holding people back from approaching. I saw from the lens of suspicion. I allowed the hurtful things to reside in my psyche and my heart, and pushed away. I still do that sometimes. It has become a destructive instinct, one that I will dissolve.

I have been the woman on the train, opening up, allowing others to enter my space, welcoming them in their approach. I saw from the lens of acceptance. I let go of the hurtful things, freed my psyche and my heart, and accepted. I do that more now. I cracked open the plexi-glass bubble that I hid in.

I chose this picture to represent my lens. I can see it as a long road ahead towards my destination, and allow the ego-negative to annihilate my effort; or I can see this as an open path with endless beauty and possibilities.

I choose the latter.
I take a deep, rejuvenating breath.
I acknowledge that others' failure is not my own.
I smile, and let the world in. :)

p.s. In the spirit of letting in, or making room on the train, I am adding all your wonderful blogs on my blogroll! :) ♥

p.s.s. I just got back from the gym, and freshly showered I am having a few sips of coffee before I go to work. I am full of gratitude and accomplishment. You see, the ego-negative was hard at work this morning, behind the scenes. Although I was awake at 5:30 am and doing my Soul Coaching, I somehow started running late. I lost track of time.

My ego-negative said, "It's too late. You won't get through your whole routine."
My empowered self replied: "I can still do half an hour of treadmill and still get back in time to get ready for work."
I washed my face, brushed my teeth and proceeded to put on my contacts. They wouldn't cooperate. They provided resistance.
My ego-negative smirked: "You're falling more behind. I told you so."
My empowered self ignored it. I jumped into my work-out gear, got my water, got in my car and went on my way to the gym. It was indeed later than I thought.
My ego-negative snickered. "Waste of time."
I shut it out and went to the gym and walked on the treadmill for half an hour, going faster than I have even gone before!
Take THAT ego-negative! It hasn't said a word since. :)

25 comments:

  1. Rock on! That is so awesome, I love it. You fought through the negative thoughts patterns and did what was best for you. And now the voice is quiet. Interesting. I will file that lesson away, thank you for that. I'm so glad your bully left you alone or else I was going to have to have a long talk with her.

    I love that, letting in. So true! I prefer to be that person but I do know what it's like to have so much stolen from me. Letting go is letting in.

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  2. What a great post, Genie! You really kicked your ego-negative's butt! WTG!

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  3. I love it!! and your poem, such true words. You are an ego kicking maniac today-whoot!
    Peace~ Dawn

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  4. I love, love, LOVE this post!
    I am trying hard to turn around my negative thoughts - you are an inspiration to me.
    Awesome - and I'd LOVE to be added to your links!
    xo

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  5. YAY! Inspiring post!

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  6. Love that poem....very precious! You are my inspiration today! That was great internal discussion!

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  7. What a great photo and inspiration for today! You're inspiring me to really be conscious as I walk today. Thank you!!
    miracles,
    k-

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  8. Genie Sea11/06/2008

    Every day has been like my birthday! I come home only to find 8 wonderful, priceless gifts! Your comments are truly so precious to me!

    Thank you Sacred Suzie! ♥
    Thank you Serena! ♥
    Thank you Dawn! ♥
    Thank you Bohemian Single Mom! ♥
    Thank you Chest of Drawers! ♥
    Thank you Paula! ♥
    Thank you Meandmom! ♥
    Thank you K! ♥

    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥! :)

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  9. Beautiful. Empowered you looking at life through a wide angle lens!!!Very Cool!
    I need to check my filter and hope I keep my lens open.

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  10. Good for you! I, too, have those two voices and love it when the positive one wins :)

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  11. Genie Sea11/06/2008

    Thank you gemma! ♥
    Thank you Sandra! ♥

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  12. I love this post too - that picture and the idea of perspective, the poem, the different fonts representing different selves, the text color - it's really beautiful and inspiring.
    Thanks

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  13. Genie Sea11/06/2008

    Thank you Kavindra! ♥

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  14. Love your insight and beautiful words as always. I too am one of those who forgets to "listen to the leaves". Such a beautiful poem to start your post...The picture is such a great illustration of today's point too. Thanks for adding me to your blogroll!! Very sweet.

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  15. Genie Sea11/06/2008

    Kelly - Thank you! ♥ I am honored to have your blog on my blogroll! :)

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  16. This was inspiring! I loved the photo. It was perfect. I know you will live your commitment if you keep having such an open and loving mind.

    I too have been the man and woman on the train. It is a matter of letting ourselves overcome the fears and hurtful things we hold in our minds. You're doing such a great job.

    You kicked your ego-negative's butt! Keep it up!

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  17. I love it ego negative... I love the picture too you journey is great and I am glad to be witnessing it.

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  18. Genie Sea11/06/2008

    Tori - Thank you! ♥
    Marilyn- Thank you! ♥

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  19. Yes - an inspiring post and a beautiful poem. Coming in on the tail end means that several others have already voiced my thoughts.

    Blessed Be.

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  20. love your wide angel approach and fighting the negative patterns - so inspiring - what an uplift of energy!!
    Peace--Ellie

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  21. Wondering we all do or should I say worry about things that could happen or not.

    Coffee is on.

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  22. I just love that we could story-swap today :)

    Thank you for your poetry.

    And what a superhero! Genie, kicking ego-negative butts everywhere!

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  23. Great post I'm really enjoying your blog and glad I found you.

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  24. Genie Sea11/07/2008

    Oh my Gosh!
    You are all so wonderful!

    Judi - Thank you! ♥
    Ellie - Thank you ! ♥
    Peppylady - Thank you! ♥
    Jamie - You made me blush! Thank you !♥
    Healing Stones - Thank you! It's mutual! ♥

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